And while I still have hard days, I live in hope — not in the idea that everything will be perfect, but in the truth that I am not walking this path alone.

I can’t count on my fingers how many times He has spared my brothers. How many times they made it out of situations that should have cost them their lives.

That probably sounds harsh, doesn’t it? Don’t get me wrong — I love my brothers. But for once in my life, I decided to put myself first.

My eldest brother’s journey began when I was in second grade, and I started therapy shortly after, in third.

Hi, my name is Caitlyn Lambeth. I’m 22 years old, and both of my older brothers are addicts. But what does that mean for me?